it is not easy all of us have our own demons we have to fight, most of them time we can take them on one at the time, but if we try to take on more than one at the time we fail miserably.
I don't want to fail in my fight, but I have to deal, yet again, with my demons that made me over eat years ago. I can't believe that as an adult 24 year old woman I am struggling not to stuff myself with food. The only way to deal with that before was a cigarette now I just have my will power, so far until today I was losing my battle.
I realise now that this consumerist world is designed to make us over eat, to make us buy the junk we do not need. I hate myself for my weakness but I will win.